fa·il

continuing the trend of once a month posts.

#sophail

in·fec·tion

Weekend was burnt nursing a bloody fever. Got a little scary on sunday morning to mom and the gf rushed me to the hospital. and then again a few hours later cos i developed a allergic reaction.

insane.

at least the fever has broke. im going to be in a drug fueled daze the next few days.

Havent worked out for a bloody week. Supposed to start RT today but now this this damn fever thingy just dying down not sure if i will be in shape.

ah what the hell.. see how i feel at 4ish 5. Some running can't be bad for me.

edit: just when i said that i don't want to turn this into a boring slugfest of my daily bowel movements.. i do just that. sad face.

day·break

Another night of gaming, reading, watching various movies. The whole "job hunt" is turning out to be one big sloth fest. At least i've been running regularly.

I've got to do better then make this place into a boring journal of all the random stuff i do.. Sometimes when reading the old posts, i am amazed with the prose i can come up with.

oh how angst drives..

r·u·n

just got back from a run and feeling all melancholy.

Been spending way too much, well at least the partying has ground to a halt. I'll write that off as post exam blowing off steam. But the new computer was definitely a whim rather than a need. Its mindblowingly fast but way too high end. I guess it will be worth it once Diablo 3 comes around the corner.

Reminds me of that day i decided to buy a car. wasn't planned or anything, was just sick of driving the damn van. Also didn't want to be labeled like those rich kids that get dad to sign a fat cheque to get them a car. Was actually planning to get something pretty banged up and cheap. But the moment i saw the damn bimmer. I swear the the salesman just already cashed the cheque in his head. Didn't even test drive the damn thing. Been a year now and its taught me tons. It's still got till March 2012 to keep running around before it goes to the scrap yard and i already miss it.

come on, everyone misses their first car. and this i got with my hard earned cash. Should have seen dads face when i drove it up to see him the day i collected it. lol.

I realised i've gone through one of those friend refreshes. You know when you wake up and you realise that you have a completely new set of friends? Your quickdials all changed etc. Its not a bad thing and you always have that bunch of evergreen friends who you keep in touch with once in awhile, but i mean the everyday friends. You know the kind you text at least once a day? over something completely random. I wonder if it will happen again once i start work....

Talking about work. Bumming around doing nothing is annoying as hell. For real. I hope something crops up soon enough before dad simply conscripts me into the business. Everyone doesn't understand why i don't simply work for dad, collect a fat paycheque and live life happily ever after. Its like signing your soul to the devil. everything you own and ever will own will indirectly be because of him and when you fuck up, he will definitely remind you of that fact. Anyway, lucky for me my 2 brothers did use daddys cash for an expensive overseas education, so i'll let them pay their dues and i can skip town with no guilt.

Everyone is on tumblr nowadays. I still don't quite get it, you know with the followers and all that. I'll just stick to this, knowing that since its been complete ages since i did any updating here it it highly likely this post will go unseen for sometime. So what the hell.

I'm trying to run at least 3 times a week. So i'll try and blog each time after i run. That way i kill 2 birds with one stone and do somethings regular for a change.

hi·a·tus

Oh gosh this is long overdue. My final exam ended sometime back but i've been pretty remiss in doing anything useful.

Too much partying and too many hangovers.

Time to get serious.

un·plug·ged

The time has become.

My entire room is based around my superawesome built from scratch computer. It takes up almost 65% of my table space (printer / subwoofer / gamingkeyboard / gamingmouse . andmousepad ) Studying in front of it has become impossible, I've got 22inches if high definition screen, 2 Tera bytes of stuff to watch and do. I mean i just downloaded 16 seasons of Top Gear and i spent 2 hours just now on used car sites trying to find my next bmw.

ridonculous

therefore. i'm filling up on the last few episodes of house, gossip girl, big bang theory, Mentalist and HIMYM among others.

and then i'm getting unplugged.

computer is off the table, into the corner.

we·ak

i must not let this affect my exams.

Suck it up and get your head in the books dude. If not you're heading into a world of shiet.

re·for·m

More disappointment from what i thought was the best bet for the Opposition this coming GE. The timing could not be worse and the character assassinations of Secretary General Kenneth Jeyaretnam (both direct and indirect) even though come off as half assed and immature, definitely cannot be discounted.

It is just the sad testament that Singapore Politics is still Personality based rather than Policy Based. Image and Stance weigh much more then merit and character. Personally KJ had appealed to me since stepping into the Politcal Scene. Here is someone who doesn't bother with trying to associate with the common man and the ground artificially (Reference LSL "Mee Siam Mai Ham"). He has got the education and background in economics and believes that the Economic stance of the PAP Govt has led to most of the social and financial woes faced by the common man and has come up with credible alternative policy. Finally someone who actually seems to comprehend and manipulate alternative policy rather then spew coffee shop rhetoric.

That bunch of morons that walked out should be blacklisted. Atrocious behaviour that is just pouring fuel on the flames of Opposition Infighting. Its bordering on ridiculous. I applaud the WP on standing above the fray, but their position seems more of Political Survival rather then to enact any actual change or effect in government, explaining their very neutered neutral presence in Parliament. That bunch of 9, 10 or 20 nimrods deserve no place in politics. Any Political Party that takes them in will be worst off and welcoming a Trojan Horse in their midst.

I honestly look forward to how the Reform Party is going to get better from this and i honestly wish KJ at least get into parliament to help make sense of all the economic hullaballoo the PAP throws at us.

i.e

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Step 1 Grow Economy Massively by Bringing In Foreign Labour

Step 2 Proudly Show Off the Massive "Kitty"

Step 3 Use said Massive Kitty as carte blanche to enact all Policy.

Repeat Ad Infinitum or till Singaporeans are priced out of Basic & Public Goods at which point start blaming the world economy or CSJ.

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Superscale Salary begets them Superscale Ideas

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On a much happier note. The passport finally is ready for collection and i can head to the land of the cheap for fuel, food and fun. (also the bimmer needs a tune up)

m·o·m

the last time you used mom as an excuse. it was Bangkok not hatyai, I wonder how many times she called.

re·form

Dammit. What i thought was actually the best thing to happen to the opposition party landscape just imploded. The reform party just had a mass exodus of people and honestly it will be a very ugly affair and i highly doubt the actual reason behind will show itself anytime soon.

Well kenneth, you had hope but looks like the Opposition Curse isn't getting lifted anytime soon.